Insider Perspective: Saying Goodbye
I knew I should have fudged the dates on my internship contract, trading May 7 for May 14!

24-pencil salute.
Although, chances are, I still wouldn’t be ready to say goodbye. Even though I’m only typing these words to you instead of speaking them, I still have a knot in my throat. Open Books has been so, so good to me. I think I knew that when, on my first day, I was handed a mug with my name on it and directed to my very own desk and iMac.
But it’s not just personalization and technology that create throat-knots. It’s a fantastic community that works together, plays together, and eats, sleeps, and breathes literacy and literature.
So instead of writing a long, weepy, farewell blog, I’m going to use a worksheet that we give to our field trip students to help them start thinking and writing through poetry. The bolded parts are portions of the worksheet. The rest comes from the heart [and hands and head].
Who am I…
I am Marissa De Haan, Ltd.
My name means “of the sea”, but my Mom says she named me after her grandmother.
If you stepped in my shoes you would feel pretty darn frugal; you would also feel like you should probably buy some new black flats already
Because these ones are starting to flap at the toe.
I want to change the date to January 31, 2010 so I could start this internship all over again!
I have a dream that someday, very soon, everyone in the world will have a library available to them. Also in my dream, I rubbed elbows with Andrew Carnegie and I convinced him to go international with that library project of his.
I am quite tired a lot of the time and think exercising to get more energy is mostly a bunch of nonsense.
If you stepped in my shoes you would see communities in everything.
I want to share my thoughts on life and literature
With people that surround me, but I’m trying this new thing lately where I’m less opinionated; it’s…in the trial stages.
I believe that academia is incredibly valuable, but I’m ready to start learning outside of the classroom.
I am human because I can make art and declare it as such.
I wonder how long it takes for a dwelling to become a home.
I think of all the possibilities my future holds for strength.
My family loves, cherishes, and believes in me.
I am ever thankful for the things that I’ve been able to accomplish this semester at Open Books and the way in which I’ve grown as a person.
Yes I can continue on and affect the lives of others through reading, writing, and the UNLEASHED power of books–new and used.
Upon knowledge of our separation due to graduation, ending of internships, and relocations to different states, fellow intern Jacob wanted me to take away one thing; he wrote: “You lit-interned up my life.” I think that about sums up this entire experience. Thank you, Open Books. I’m taking the mug.



